finally...

lots happen last week..through the happy and sad.


the happy is...
akhirnyaaa gue diijinkan untuk sidang akhir tanggal 13 nov. tapi gue belum masukin draft. kayaknya si besok sahaja. gue td baru aja beli kertas+tinta printer baru. doakan yah semua lancar2 aja. gue pengen banget wisuda november. banyak utang ke ortu yg belum dilunasi, paling gak gue lulus dl deh. ^^

gue berencana pulang minggu ini..hari rabu. akhirnya gue bisa pulang lama banget kali ini. dan ngrasain lebaran di jkt. walo gue ga ngerayain but still...gue kangen ngider rumah temen2 gue yg lebaranan.

the sad is...
gue clash lagi sama pacar...and its all my fault. hufhh...how can things turn out so bad between us?!
im so numb rite now. and it makes all happy things above bit meaningless to me...jeez.

wohoo!

i just realized sumthin lately...that making ur own final assignment is the last thing in te world u 'd like to do. sumpa dehhhhhhh bosennnn....beteeee....muakkk....semua tu jadi satu. bo kapan lulusnya yah gue?!

untunglah masi ada sang pacar yang masi setia untuk nanyain tentang bimbingan skripsi dan menyemangati gue. dan bokap yang tak henti menelp utk menanyakan kabar tapi gue tau makna tersirat "cepet lulusnya ya de..." huaaaa...makin me in a stressful hole. ugh!

enihoo...besok gue bimbingan koq. jadi doakeun saya bisa cepet lulus yah. uda bosen ngabisin duit ortu nieh. pengen rasanya ngabisin duit hasil keringat sendiri. secara gue pernah kerja tahun lalu, jd emang rasanya debess banget bisa earn ur own money..walo ga banyak siy tapi setidaknya gue ngrasa berguna ajah gtu huhu.

hari sabtu ini gue ke jakarta buat dateng ke INA CRAFT 2006. ughhh...hasrat belanja gue udah ga tertahankan lagi...gue nahan godaan utk ga beli tas yang gue liat di Kings dan dompet Mango item inceran gue. tapi sbenarnya krn dompetnya ga available,coba ada..so pasti gue tergoda xixi...

dan kmaren cermin di kamar mandi gue jatuh berantakan!!! sumpa gue langsung parno berat gtu...gue langsung nelp keluarga gue,simonyet dan pacar tentunya. dan fiuhhh leganya stlh nerima sms klo mereka semua baik2 ajah. coz of them, my world is spinning (sahhh bahasanya jekkk!) tapi emang bener. mereka itu adalah dunia gue dan alasan gue untuk maju terus dalam hidup. ^^

walo masi hari kamis...one day to go before blessful weekend (hopefully) dan jangan lupa dateng ke INA CRAFT 2006 di Balai Sidang okeh!

cheers,

aCit0

hows it feel like when ure not single anymore?

answer for the topic is : WEIRD but FUN

well..after 2 years being a not-really-lonely single (coz i have TTMan of course xixixi) finally im reached the end of the road (sahhhh song-title euy!) and im happy waitin' for years to finally found him in my life. eventhough he's already in my life but in different circumstances ^^

it feels weird when u know that ur not alone anymore. theres sumone who sms u every hour to ask what im doin rite now or even just ask if i have ate my lunch or not. geez...the feelin is so wonderful hehehe...

anyway...im still doin my final assignment and i failed to graduate on may this year. so pleasee dont ask bout that too often okayyy huhuhu...

hows ur day?? hopefully wonderful as i am now ;)

rgds,
acito

Syalalala....

aiii guys...

actually i do not know what to write. i just do nuthing rite now..well there is sumbody who i waited to talk with on YM but currently he is busy with his work. and i just register to american consumer opinion web which i havent heard before but it take no risk to be one of them hohoho...

anyhoo...tonite i'm going to Lembang. join some training held by AIESEC, however i'm not so eager to go there but i need sumthing 'colourful'. well if u know one of the AIESEC-ers from all over the world, u must know what im talkin about ^^ i need to be happy or feelin sumthing groovy. maybe i could do some silly roll dance or roll call with them and make some 'sesi curhat' with them.

ooo...now he's done with his work. well i shall finish this post guys...c'ya around!
and have a blessful weekend!!!

cheers!

rgds,
aCito

Physic Need + Emotion Need = Friendship

yesterday i went out with one of my boarding house mate. actually we don't have any plan which place to go but then because of s'thing happen, we went to Ciwal. yeah...like everybody does there, we just window shopping while eating ice cream then eat in one Japanese restaurant (finally..i eat Miso Ramen hehe ^^;) after that we see some paintings at gallery there (still in Ciwalk). we end the day by 'nongkrong' @ Potluck Coffee Bar and Library until almost midnite.

while hang out together, we talk a lot about friendship. she mention that her college friend not really 'friend' compare to her high school friend. she said 'college friendship' begin with physic need.

Gue rada ga ngeh awalnya...tapi pas dipikir2 iyah juga ya. Klo temen kampus, kita deket biasanya karena kebetulan kita satu kelompok pas ospek trus krn uda terbiasa makanya kita jd se-gank. ato pas dikelas, krn belum kenal siapa2 trus temen sbelah ngajak lo skelompok dan krn telah terbiasa ya udah se-gank deh.
Rada beda jg sih ma temen sma yang mungkin adalah temen masa kecil kita. dan karena dr kecil temenan, boro2 inget kenapa kita temenan ma dia...ato juga karena teman setempat duduk...pulang sekolah searah busnya (ini gue banget!) jd pas sepanjang jalan ga mungkin kan diem2an,akhirnya colongan curhat dan lama2 ngrasa cocok by the end, jd se-gank deh.
kadang kita pas dikampus, nyari temen yg emang bisa ngebantu kita untuk lebih enjoy dikampus. mungkin dalam hal pelajaran, wajar kan kita nyari temen sekelompok yg pinter biar nanti pas ngerjain tugas enak,nilai juga jd bagus.

gue ngebandingin ma kondisi gue yang sekarang. temen2 sma gue walopun beda kampus bahkan ampe beda benua, kita teteup keep in touch. biarpun enggak tapi pas ketemu lagi pasti nyambung ngobrol ato becandaanya krn faktor masa lalu. gue sbnrnya punya 'gank' di kampus, awalnya kita berlima segank gara2 deket NPMnya dan satu dosen wali dan kostan deket pula. tapi smester ketiga kita mulai mencar satu sama lain. dan akhirnya gue deket ma temen kampus gue yg lain, yang sbnrnya ga ada faktor NPM ato kostan deket. lebih krn demen makan ditempat yg baru dan cinta banget ma tempat bernama Comics Corner hehe. gank ini lumayan bertahan lama ampe sekarang tapi ga seerat pas awal2 deket. gara2 beda jurusan (bahkan ada yg beda kampus jadinya) kita jd kurang komunikasi satu sama lain..lost contact padahal masi di bandung juga. aneh si tapi kejadian..

akhirnya jam 2 pagi gue ma temen kostan ini menyimpulkan bahwa mungkin awal kita temenan ma temen kampus (yg sbnrnya bukan temen deket kita dulunya) adalah karena kebutuhan fisik. tapi seiring waktu seharusnya kita bisa nambah emosi antar temen yg kita punya pas jaman sma (contoh aje..) jd lebih everlasting hubungannya. banyak temen gue pas sma juga bilang kalo temen kampus tu beda banget ma temen sma. tapi ga jarang juga diantara temen gue yg nemu bestfriend di kampus...

karna kita pasti berhubungan ada timbal baliknya. ga mungkin lah kita mo bagian rugi doank . persahabatan tu ibarat pacar si kayaknya...sahabat kekasihku (alahhh judul lagu banget!)
awalnya mungkin karena fisik, tp bila ditambah rasa emosi, akhirnya pasti menyenangkan...

just some thoughts on today's early morning.

rgds,
acito

happy weekend!!

aaaa first post in 2006!
wuih such a long time after i write my last post. heheh sorryyy guys. i just need my time to choose which story to tell in here. many things happen...there good and bad of course.

recently, my folks said that i have Lolita Complex because i like man that younger than me. actually he just one year younger but compare to my look...its like 3 or 4 years gap between us ;(
but i can defend myself now...its not crush at all. i just like his attention to me. now i'm in the middle of 'blank' mood, so since he come in my life, i have someone to make a joke. he just like a lil bro to me...i like the way he talk to me so polite (compare to guys who work with me...fuihhhh..) the way he send sms, picking me up @ my boarding house or ride me to campus or english couse place.. hahah i need attention guys. i just need it and he offer me that. so its not really obvious if i talk bout him a lot. but truth is i'd not see him as potential boyfriend to me. he's too childish. i need a man not a boy..

like my bestfriend said...u can like anyone as much as u like, but to care and love is your choice.
and i choose nothing..there's no candidate at all haha...
few of you may said "Reallly cit??!" its for recent guys..if u ask me about months ago, there is candidate...for almost a year, this man have swept me over my feet. but then i realize, there's no future in this relationship...i can't even called him as my boyfriend. pathetic rite? and now i choose to stop that feeling. i'm tired. its over guys. really over.

and may i ask u guys one thing...please don't ask about my final assignment..its not my fave topic rite now. hehehe.
but if u ask to take me out from Bandung and going somewhere, that would be nice ^^

have a great weekend guys! maybe i just stayed home. there 'Metamorphoself' 2morrow, sure Bandung will be overloaded. and on Sunday, chinese new year...fuihhh definetly i'm not going anywhere!

rgds,
aCit0

Have a Joyful weekend!!!

today i'm going homeee..uhuyyyyy yippieee!!
finally i can see my home again...Jakarta i'm cominggg!
dear folks...see u all there ^^
and
i just wanna say to u who celebrate x'mas :

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2005
May ur x'mas be full of joy and happiness
God Bless U and the Family